Becoming more than just a woman

On June 8, 2009, I found out what it was like to feel like more than just a woman. I became a mother. From the moment that I saw my beautiful baby girl, I teared up with the most fulfilling love and joy I have ever felt. It is true what they say, that you can love someone, but until you love your own child, you won't really know what love is. Being a mother is such a miracle and blessing all at the same time. Being able to watch her grow and the amazing things that God allows them to do at such an early age. Everyday that Hailey does something different, I just sit back and think... WoW! how cool is that. She has brought smiles and laughter into my life. I can be having the worst day, and no matter how small or how big my stress level may be, that small little girl can bring happiness to my world with one little flash of a smile. She makes you feel like you are the only person in the world when you are holding her. She has full trust in you as her parent, and that is something that I find both scary and proud of all at the same time. She is dependent on me to get the job done for her, no matter what that may be. 5 years ago, I never thought the topic of my discussion would be, when was the last time the baby pooped, or it's time for her to eat, or we can't go there cause HB has to nap, or even in a million years thought that I would sit in the back of a car (or drive for that matter) with all of my friends and "pump" while going down the road ;) My o my how things have changed! But there is nothing in this world I would trade one second of my time with her for. She is my world now and Dustin and I together fill so much more complete with our little blessing and what she means to us. Each and every day I thank God that he wanted to bless me with such a sweet, happy, and loving little girl. This Mother's Day is going to be so special for me because it is my first, and I will now get to know what it feels like to to celebrate being a mother and the love that you have for your child and the love that you get in return. This Mother's Day I want to say "Good Job" to all you mother's out there. I had respect for you before, but now it is much deeper and on the same playing field. Here is to every mother who sacrifices, reschedules, eats cold dinners, cooks with one arm, watches Yo Gabba gabba, traded in Aerosmith for "if your happy and you know it", passes up a day at the shopping mall for a day at the park, and has gray hairs from the stress of being a mom. You are truly a blessing to someone who loves you so much and could never live without you!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :)~ hope everyone has a great day

~~**Nicole~**~